I intend to be independently blue

so lets get closer now

cause what ive gots not good enough

Oh sister
What’s wrong with your mind?
You used to be so strong and stable
My sister
What made you fall from grace?
I’m sorry that I was not there to catch you

What have the demons done?
What have the demons done?
With the luminous light that once shined from your eyes
What makes you feel so alone
Is it the whispering ghosts
That you feared the most
But the blackness in your heart
Won’t last forever
I know it’s tearing you apart
But it’s a storm you can weather

Oh sister
Those lines etched in your hands
They’re hardened and rough like a road map of sorrow
My sister
There is a sadness on your face
You’re like a motherless child who’s longing for comfort
What’s running through your veins
That’s causing you such pain?
Does it have something to do with the pills they gave to you?
What is eating at your soul?
Was it the whispering ghosts that left you out in the cold?

But the blackness in your heart
Won’t last forever
I know it’s tearing you apart
But it’s a storm you can weather

Oh sister
My sister

Please believe in what I say Cause’ I’m running out of ways to convey This lack of faith in myself That’s becoming my own personal hell
Vicious cold now settles in My bones feel like they’re breaking through my skin Well God damn you You’re feeding on my loneliness What an awful way to live What a way to live
Get me out of this place Cause’ I’m stuck in a rut And I can’t stomache the taste My lungs are filling up with dust I feel bruised and broken with no one left to trust
Vicious cold now settles in My bones feel like they’re breaking through my skin Well God damn you You’re feeding on my loneliness But I will not let you win I won’t let you win

with nobody else

I tie a horrible knot

“Home is where the heart is”, but my heart has long been black
Comin to the end of my road, but I never wanted it like this, not like this

and if you fuck with me shes gonna fuck with you.

what im about to do is gonna make your mamma cry 

Give me a reason to love this place